Last day of september..

Tuesday..
what's today??
As usual tuesday i start to work at 4.30pm but last week already i get to know there are students that cannot make it for today's lessons..so end up only left 1 student that dint mention anything so i was thinking want to cancel her lesson or not..coz it's so tired to go just for 1 lesson of 30mins but i still think..haiz..nevermind la, just go for that 1 lesson la..who knows..in the afternoon around 3pm i received call from my company saying that the student said she cannot come for today lesson..i feel like..hmm, mayb this is God's arrangement...anyway, of course im glad la..no need me to cancel the student herself cannot come..save my energy and petrol fees to go down town.
So, another whole day at home..just chating and watching astro then late afternoon, suddenly i feel bored so i played piano for a while.
Around 7.15pm or 7.20pm, was watching astro n chating with friends, suddenly blackout and i looked out, the corridor got electric..other units also got electric..even got hear music on so loud..i started to get panic again..coz this is 3rd time this kind of incident happened and lucky during the 2nd times this happened the electrician got left his contact number for me..so i just called him see whether he can come to fix for me..then he agreed to come but will be later abit coz he was having dinner..as i waited n waited, light on my "romantic" candles and thinking why so bad luck ah. However, i prayed to God hopefully everything will be fine and hopefully the electrician can come as soon as possible.
Amazingly, nearly 8pm..the electric came back..i feel strange also and i was thinking should i just called the electrician not to come or just let him come to check..in case..then around 8.40pm then the electrician called and asked how's my electric and i explained the situation to him and luckily he said he just come to help me have a look. When the electrician came and he checked and he responded that nothing wrong ler + he said he never heard of this kind of case..i said i feel weird also la, and he said, would be another possibility is the main switch down there (of apartment) some1 accidentally off mine then they on it back when they realise it's wrong 1..that might be the reason la...so, if that is the case that still ok..no need to worry so much. anyway, i still thanx God for His protection that i got back my electric..so, i'll still think that no matter what happen, just pray to God and trust Him, He will always be our side to care for us.
Meanwhile, (when im still in the dark) a friend called and i told her that dont know why so unlucky lately and she asked whether i need her to come over to accompany me..i said no need lar..i will be fine and her main purpose to called is to ask me whether im free tomorrow (public holiday), they got outing 2molo -- go swimming, then having dinner and watch movie, i agreed coz i got nothing to do anyway.
Thanks God for all His arrangement because im still thinking what can i do for next 2 days (coz 2 days public holidays - Hari Raya). Eventhough this 2 days my mood still not yet totally "settle down" but im sure after this few days holidays i'll be fine and i wish not to think too much liaw, i should let my mind stop thinking those bad memories...I still need more time.....

Doubt? Why am i thinking so much??

Today (monday) my off day again..
Last night (supposing this morning-midnight) i got insomnia again..was really tired and got on my bed around 2am but i just couldnt sleep..physically i am tired but my mind just couldnt stop thinking of what has happen yesterday...I prayed to God..lifted up all my burdens and problems to Him..so that i dont think too much and have a peaceful heart. I lied down on my bed..still couldnt sleep and suddenly felt that im very awake, so i continue to online, do whatever i can to make me sleepy..after 2 hrs, i managed to get into sleep eventhough juz hardly sleep, and i woke up late this morning..long long time i dint sleep till this late 12noon..

Lucky i dont need to work today coz im just feeling very tired, mayb just not enough rest and still cant let go what has happen yesterday...hmm, i keep telling myself, God will lead me out this way, so dont worry, dont worry...dont think too much and as i online chat with many friends and share with them..and again, thanx God that friends have gave me many encouragement n adviced..thank you everyone eventhough i am quite stubborn, i wont "surrender" so easily..However as i know, i need strength from God, i cant depend on my own.

I think i have got few days holidays now as wed n thurs (1st n 2nd oct) are public holidays..i should have think carefully of my next step eventhough i have make up my mind but i need to really plan of the next step..should I still need to talk peacefully with my boss?? Hopefully by tomorrow i know what can i do..i believe that God will lead me. Should I need a break?

Lately, many things happened that make me doubt and thinking a lot a lot...I might need a long break so that i can really adjust my life carefully and by praying for God's wisdom and learn to be humble as well as figure out what's really suit my life in order to live for better and meaningful life. i want to get rid of stressful life eventhough this is life experience but I am thanking God that all this "bad" experiences make me grow up a lot...

Angry?! Sad?! or get hurt??!!

This morning i nearly couldnt wake up to go church again..coz last night i sleep late..hehe but thanx God in the end i still forced myself to wake up to go church...hehe...well, today the preaching of the pastor is very meaningful even though the title abit...arhh.."Obeying God when comes to life's end".. I enjoyed the "talk" even though i was a bit sleepy at that time also..but i still get the messages..
After church, i went to Giant nearby church for some grocery shopping..then came home...take a nap coz i was really tired that time...then after lunch i went to work as usual...
Well, my main topic..what it means?? today 4pm, as agreed by boss.."meeting" to talk about the agreement n other things..finally today can make it...but it ended up very badly and i feel sad n hurt..why?

Story begins...we started discussing about the agreement..and it went well...but when come to the next things...the consultant asked..what i want to ask..so..
i said..how's my salary?? is there any increment of my salary?? then boss handed a list to that consultant then the consultant asked me...why recently so many of my students drop out (means that stop learning)...i answered..how do i know? as i know, some becoz they go for further studies and some becoz busy wif school works..etc etc la..
then he said: "we actually received many complains from parents that I always scold their child/ children and some even went home crying dunwan to come" I actually knew abt the complains but not to the account of all drop out students are of that reasons that becoz i scolded them...so im trying to make a clearance that i did scold student but of course i scold for a reason (eg: dun listen what i said..giving so many chances still dint do..of course get scolded so that u really take it seriously) impossible i simply scold student juz becoz i dun like them ma..come on..im human also..if u get scolded surely there are some reasons..but they do not accept my reasons and keep "counsel" me and lecture me but i keep fight back for my own reasons..
then i said why u dont trust what i said..u rather trust those nonsense parents and students..who knows they r juz creating reasons to blame teacher for being not teaching their child well instead of actually becoz their own child has no interest or concentration in learning... Then boss said: got prove..everyone hear me scold /shout at students very loud..i said that was becoz my voice loud cannot blame me..if u talk so soft..who listen oo...haizzzz....
Then suddenly i was really not happy and angry..i said..ok tell me which students that quit learning becoz i scolded them..then boss very fast said..ok "tan wei shan is the 1" straighaway i said "omg, that 1 u know 1 a..she quit becoz the mom said u dint managed to enrol her for theory exam during august..that's not my fault..is ur management problem" Then she said.."no..the mom also said u (me) scold her daughther and she went home cry.."
i was like..omg, i dint even scold her lor..im juz strict to her..wana her improved in her technical skills lor..well, this make me think that boss juz trying to blame me instead of admitting that her own management problems..then juz that 1 name out ady i was so angry wif it..then the consultant straighaway said..ok..we dun count on it..i was like...so obvious liaw..they'r trying to blame me..wan me to admit those r my faults...
then i juz said.."what can u said there r also lots of students enjoy my class, i also produced many good results students..(even got distinction in theory as well as merit in practical exam for higher grade ler)..what can u comment??" then they were speechless for a while but straighaway the consultant change topic and said "can u dun scold students or lowered ur voice in teaching"

Overall, they r trying to blame me that i make them lose "business" coz of those drop out..but my students each months still abt 29-34 students are..average amount each months..i also got accepted new students ah..I said "why want to blame me..it's not my fault" The consultant answered "I dint SAY we blame you and dint say it's ur fault..we are juz sharing wif u"..In my heart i was thinking "yea right, i dint SAY it but in all ur conversations u meant it"
The conversation went on very "wild" later on means that we actually argued very loud liaw..and I said..just becoz of dropping out students so u dont want to increase my pay? the consultant emphasize again "I dint SAY that we dont want to increase becoz of dropping students" OMG, I was like..u dun need to SAY it..but u meant it already coz he kept saying, based on ur students bla bla bla bla...so it's hard for us to increase for u..i was like "damn la..since august u already increase the students' fee about 10% but my salary totally no increase..not even a cent..
Then i just spilled out that it's not fair to me..i put so much effort on teaching and i teach so many students as compared to other fulltime teachers why am i so "stressful" and others can just "hanging leg" there...teach so little students and get almost the same paid..then i said it's not fair to me..and since he wan to make "comparison" then i juz said..why the other teacher (also full time) can so enjoy working, everyday online and playing games there eventhough she was asked to do admin work..but whole company knows that she dint do anything (as people always said..just a vase there)..juz sit there..teaching also can walk in n out the room pretending that she's doing admin job..what a "beautiful QUEEN" Then the consultant finally said out "this is my business..i want to hire who for what pay is my business..you (me) cannot compare yourself to others coz this is what you agree when u come for interview etc etc" I was like..everyone knows u juz know how to cheat people la..especially when i just started to work with them..of course they take advantage of me
i said..ok..wat we agreed..let me said about this.."I never agree to teach violin but u still throw those violin students to me..and i also put that effort to teach them well" boss said..is an experience for u..I said "yes, but now i got experience liaw, so should i get better pay?" They said "you never bring this out"..i was like..should u be aware of urself..this is what u supposed to do..not i need to asked for it..sounding like i wan $$$ more than your job"
Then, we argued till over time liaw..my students supposed to have lesson at 4.40pm and i looked at my watch already 4.50pm...i think that this "meeting" wont have a good ending so..i juz take my bag and said "if u think that im losing ur business then u can just let me go (fired me)...find another teacher to replace me" and i emphasize "I am serious"..then the consultant said "we wont fired people..I am serious also"..then i was juz angry and dont want to waste my time to argue there..so i just straighaway stand up and walked away and said "I got student to teach now, I would talk to you later again" and walked out from the room and teach my student..

Thanks God that eventhough i was really bad mood that time but i still manage to control my mood coz that student has no piano at home and also like to simply play..i juz no energy to say so much, juz say read properly and count correctly etc...then the next violin student lucky also ok ok and not so hard to teach...but i was glad that the last student always will say thank Q to me, he makes me think that still got ppl appreciated my teaching since those boss and consultant keep saying i need to change my teaching style..well, i would not change becoz of their nonsense..

So, i finished my teaching, i went out from my room to the counter, put back my file then i just walked away without saying anything coz i just dont want to face them at that moment..
As i drive home, i really feel "hurt" in my heart..thinking of what that consultant why they dun see they good things of me and keep saying what's bad..all this will really make me fed up in teaching, losing interest in this field..please.."Jessica...you cannot let them affected ur interest and love in music"
I reached home..still feel not satisfy and i was thinking of sms my boss to apologize but i think of it..NO..i cant do that coz if i did that surely they think i admitted everything is my fault..no...i still want to "fight" with them..well, eventhough i already make up my mind to resign end of the year but i still wan them to know..it's ur loss if u still dunno how to appreciate everything that i do! Anyway, i cried out in the end as i shared this to a friend through MSN coz i really couldnt control my emotion anymore..and i prayed to God that..please forgive what I have done and i knew that i said alot of "wrong things" and being not respective to boss n the consultant
After crying out then i felt slightly better and told myself as the friend told me..dun angry and sad becoz of those stupid and nonsense people..she was right..OK, i wont liaw..thanx leandra for the chat and comfort n encouragement..no matter how they want to "attack" me after this..i must stand strong till end of the year...coz i still think that there are students respect and enjoy learning under me...that's enough..that's only thing i want..i dont need boss appreciation anymore..and i dont care i have gave them bad impression...as long as God's know what I do..

aih..i think this blog is too long liaw..i should end here la..hopefully who read this will not feel bored of my complains and do give me some suggestions if i need any improvement..welcome to critize coz i really need more advise...so that i know how to improve myself in the world of working life..mayb i juz dunno how to handle it well..i hope this bad experience or situation wont repeat again later in my life..eventhough i understand that working life is always like that..but please..i dunwan to face this kind of nonsense boss liaw..at least reasonable abit..and be professional a bit..i need improvement..dun make me downgrade...

well..to be continue if there's something missed out...enjoy ;p

Saturday?!

Don't know since when i m afraid of saturday..every time when comes to friday night, i already start to get headache liaw...y?? becoz saturday is really a nightmare for me..unless it's a holiday... Because of whole week, the most students i need to face is on saturday almost half of all my students of a week are falls on saturday...argh...really headache :(

How about today?? Last night i dint sleep well, i got in my room to sleep around 12.15am as usual (friday night) but i couldnt sleep mayb too early becoz normal days i sleep at 1sth or 2am...eventhough i was really tired...so i wake up again at 12.30am to watch astro until around 1.15am then i told myself..i have to sleep liaw...coz i need to wake up at 8am.. thanx God after that i managed to sleep and this morning..i nearly couldnt wake up..becoz i juz felt tired and couldnt open my eyes...but i still forced myself to wake up after 10min of my alarms rang...haha..2 alarms also no use..still sleep...wakaka..well, when i went to work..1st student was ok..then slowly 1 by 1...i have told myself to control my emotion..try not to get angry wif my students...so this morning..that few students still ok..eventhough not up to my satisfaction, i still managed to be nice to them and even managed to jokes wif them coz suddenly rain so heavily and i told my student "see, even the sky also sad for me coz you (the student) dint do well in class So rains come"..waka, they also felt funny..LOL..slowly starting 12noon...got 1 student dint turn up...then i teach i more at 1230pm then i off for lunch at 1pm..after all, my next student supposed to come at 2.20pm..but as i waited n waited...hoi, dint come?? slowly 2.35pm like that the school received a phone call that my student was caught in traffic jam so couldnt come anymore...well, i considered it absent becoz it was late "informed"..then 3pm another student, then next one at 3.30pm..dint turn up also..my school clerk saw me keep sitting there to wait for student then we start our conversation saying that today everyone is getting ready for raya liaw so they dint turn up for lesson, coz those 3 absent students are malay and it's really jam out there, i dint know juz heard of it, coz alot of students of other teachers as well were late for lesson...waiting make me tired also...*sigh* then lucky 4pm onwards all turn up..until the last student ended at 5.40pm. Basically, all went well except until the last student..i was so tired already but he can't "please" me at all of his playing, ask him to read the notes carefully, he knew it but confused on piano..i still b patient of it..then slowly even counting i count for him...dint follow at all..walau er, i juz drag my chair n sit at the other end of the room and count loudly (consider shout) and wana scold him also scold loud loud...so that he can be awake...haha..bad teacher..well, that last student make me really tiring and headache after all.

Then i came back home and actually my parents came down to KK today but later midnight their flight to korea...yea, they r travelling again, follow the tour..this time to korea+beijing..how nice..but too bad that they dont bring me..*sob*sob* anyway, i got work also..so cannot go..coz impossible i can get 10 days leave..waka..So, when i came home they r out for dinner already (should be inclusive of their tour)..then i juz online chating then cook instant noodle as my dinner..haha..;p Around 7.30pm they came back home and i need to lent my new mobile phone to my dad coz korea only 3G phone can be used..high tech ler..haha..so..my new phone is so lucky..go travelling also..waka...anyway, i helped my dad to change the simcard n teach my dad how 2 operate the phone coz we all used to nokia phone liaw..my new phone is sony ericsson..But my dad juz need to know how to make call n sms..tat's enuff..so..easy also..hehe..
Around 915pm..i sent my parents to airport...aish, lucky my dad aware of my way..i nearly go to the wrong airport...haha coz i used to go to LCCT (airasia airport)..they need to go Mas airport..waka...and hor, the Mas airport already used the new terminal and the road also changes..i nearly get lose..lucky my dad still know how2direct me..coz at night is really hard to see all the signboard..haha..bad driver..hoho..then after let them off..i was abit panic...coz i scared i dunno how2get out of that new "place"..eh, Thanx god...i managed to get out..hoho...then on the way home..suddenly i think of pearl milk tea (yoyo) have been craving for it so long liaw, ever since tracy (my best friend in KK) left KK i already long time dint hav ti liaw...n i passed by the place also, so automatically i turn my sterling to the place to "tapau" pearl milk tea+pudding... hoho..then..i happily come home coz finally i got yoyo to drink..hurray..haha..like small kids liaw..when i reached home and i juz get down my car and walk walk all the way up to my apartment so tired..went up 4th floor (using staircase) as usual, used to it also..huh..finally reached...when i want to unlocked my lock..suddenly i tot...eh, where is my yoyo..aiya..i was blurred till forgotten my yoyo in my car..so i went all the way down the staircase again..huhuhu...then get my yoyo frm the car and "climb" up again..huh..so tiring..good exercise but..wana faint liaw..waka..then i got in my apartment and finally i can rest here to write my long long complains blog and drinking my yoyo..but to be honest..i was disappointed of the yoyo liaw..this time not really nice..hmm, why a...anyway..better than nothing la..haha...

Well, i think that's enough for today..my whole saturday life...but actually today is better than previously saturday..mayb because a few students dint turn up +i managed to control my mood better today...haha..Thanks God for today and hope tomorrows n days after will be better in life..hehe...

I think i wanna make a changes of the aim of my blog, my blog not only about my life experiences but also full of my complains..haha..enjoy ya..;p
God Bless you all...

This is amazing..i like the solution..

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Being cheated???

Yesterday (tuesday, 23rd september)
Is the day I am actually waiting for because my boss finally agreed (last thursday she agreed) to talk about our agreement (like contract to a company) this day...However, when i went to her office and showed her the agreement, she just said "oh, that 1 you have to ask Peter (our stupid consultant)" Then i asked "when?? coz u said today oo.." She said: "did I said today?? I forgot oo..u dint remind me" and she added "this week Peter is outstation..maybe next week, I arrange then let you know again" Then i just said "OK (not happy)". Then the boss managed to talk to me about a student that silent in my lesson last saturday and the mom respond was the daughter told her that the teacher scold her..wat a great reason...that's normal thing la...like that u silent to me...I really shake my head and show my disappointed face to boss..but boss said.."not ur fault la, the mom also understand because that's the student attitude.."kia-su" 1" so what boss actually wanted to said is..dun keep scolding students...walau er, thought i like to scold student all the times...im tired to do that also la..if they listened what i ask etc..of course wont get scolded..
However, about the agreement thingy..i really felt cheated...why? Because she agreed to talk to me on tuesday but in the end told me she forgot and trying to act like she never said about it..walau er..im really angry of it and at that moment because i have been waited for so long since end of july till now she still wanna drag it *sigh*..i really think..next week again..mean..i have to wait for another week for a decision..to sign or not to sign the agreement..coz i juz need a written letter to prove that i ever work in this company..and since the case, i think, i can just dun waste my time and energy to ask for it..what in my mind is..to write my resignation letter next and im now writing my resume to prepare to look for another job but not in KK anymore, this place giving me lots of bad memories especially about work...and i want to change a new enviroment and more chances for myself..I prayed to God to show me my way out..because I really dont want to stay on this kind of life..everyday complaining about work..it's enough!!

Monday again...

Today..is monday...my off day again!!
Din't plan to go anywhere...so i woke up late and did house cleaning as usual...
After that, i on my laptop...can online ler...coz had been 2 days i cannot online liaw...no connection at all...hehe...thanx God...so i managed to check mail and chating wif friends. But in the afternoon, suddenly cannot online again...i think the connection got some problem, so i dun care lo, juz watch astro and play piano for a while but too hot..then i watch dvd (drama)... later in the evening, i tried again...ei...can online again...thank God..;p So, i can continue chating wif friend and web browsing
Actually, this 2 days (weekends) i have been thinking alot...thinking of my life..thinking of am I on the right path?? What can actually make my life more interesting because im really bored of my life..very unhappy with my work maybe i just put too high expectation on everything..just think that why is that everything they did so unprofessional..really make me feel i have been downgraded...hmm...why, why, why?? really lots of question came out from my mind..should I just don't need to think so much...I prayed to God..so that make me don't think too much, juz uphold everything onto his hand..and be humble down, and follow whatever that he has path for me..maybe this is life experience..I am still waiting for the "answer".....

Driving me crazy!!!

Today..Cloudy day...nice weather...but my mood is....
Well, after 3 days of "holidays"..today have to go back to the normal teaching..but today i only teach 2 students...coz the other 2 students dint attend class..one got informed and the other 1..no news for 2 weeks already...well, i don't care about tat..as long as no informed...i wont replace the class..considered ABSENT...hehe..make my life easier...hehe ;p
What driven me crazy?? today after i teach the last student, i went to boss n asked for my appointment letter...which i already work there for 1 year plus plus, but dint get any confirmation or letter that proved im working there...when i asked frm her 2 months ago..what she gave me is an agreement letter...what the...i dun wan to sign contract...n alot of things in that agreement very confusing...so, i told boss, we need to talk about the details..then she promised me to talk about it next tuesday...then when i came home and read carefully again, i found out that (if not misunderstand) it stated..needed at least 6 months notice for termination (as in resign) i was like...what...if like that i dun wan to sign..on the other hand, if i dun sign..i dun get my "prove" of having working there for 1 yrs over liaw wor...How can i decide...very confused...dunno how..i share this to 2 of my frens in australia..but thanx God..that gav me lots of encouragement...haha..thanx my dear friends...
Well, i can only lift this problem to God...Hopefully everything can settle soon..i dont want to drag liaw..wasted my time...

Wednesday

Today...rainy day!
A very nice day to sleep coz has been rain n rain for the whole day...hmm, what i did for this day??
Still staying at home, online, chating and watching dramas and sleep lor..hehe ;p In the afternoon, around 3pm, seeing the rain has stop so i went out to buy some food to eat..and it's also time for me to go out "for a walk" because has been more than 48hrs i was "locking" myself at home..wakakaka well, im juz being lazy and wanting to rest more...
Tonight, join the care group (small group) around 8pm and was lucky that a friend is kind to pick me..so i don't need to drive..hehe...we had some singing, ice-breaking, sharing..etc etc..
Most important is today's topic in caregroup is quite interesting as well, "Better Than Life"..it really reflected me lots of things...about life, why am i always complaining in life, am i enjoying my life?? etc etc..what's the things that i really need to look for as what God is actually plan for me...i need to live for God's will not on my own...in order to have better and meaningful life...actually i hav been thinking of this lots of times especially im really quiet down myself to think about life..God please show me Your way...wish that no matter where we go...we know how to spread the Love of God...especially those who needs It..

Another boring day..

Today is public holiday (Malaysia Day)...
*sigh* has been waken up by stupid maxis n digi messages..alot somemore..so annoying..
After that, as i thought of...cleaning my apartment, and do my laundry to pass my time... After all, juz online and watch astro...whole day staying at home...resting, but tiring because too bored...haha Just a boring day...tomorrow again..really have to think of what can i do...Think, Think, Think...

Today..

Today, Monday--my off day..normally im looking forward this day because i can go shopping and watching movie...but today....
Not the same as previously...this morning..had booking for car service at 9.45am..i reached there on time...but still need to wait for the "calling"...after tat...waiting the car to be service..so i waited at the waiting room...in the waiting room, i keep look out for my car turns to b service...who knows..waited n waited...until 11.15am like that i just saw my car in there to be service...walau er, so long...make me feel like i made booking also no use...becoz normally by that period of time my car already finished service lor...then wait again for the car to b done serivicing...wait n wait..around 12nn..i saw the car out liaw..finish already but i waited them to come up call me...wah...wait till around 12.20pm then came up to let me know it's done...then paid for it...wah, i looked at the price...wat..increase price also..walau er...waited for so long, then have to pay more again...haiz..this is the 5th time i went there to service my car..but the longest time i ever waited...normally i wait around 1 hr plus only...this time..nearly 3 hrs...make me so tired there...
After that, as i planned, i went to Giant at city mall for some groceries...then i bought KFC for my lunch...Finally, i can go home lar...huh...so tired...;p However, the best thing is...i can enjoy my KFC lor...haha...while watching tv and having my delicious lunch...until i feel very full...haha...
then, doing some web browsing and thinking of what i need to do for the next 2 days...becoz 2molo is public holiday and wednesday i dont have student to teach...BUT what i really can do for this few days is to rest as much as i can...coz im really tired of teaching...may be becoz of too many students i need to handle plus 2 instruments im teaching on...always headache of thinking the best way to teach so many different kind of students...haiz...be a teacher not easy...haha..;p

What a day!!

Yesterday - 14th september was Mooncake Festival or mid-autumn festival
It was not a special day for me since the day im away from home to further study in 2002..so, wasnt a sad thing that i wasn't celebrating it together with family..but i had a great celebration with friends when i was in australia in 2004-2006..a great memories..the rest of the years till now..were the same...;p
However, this day (14th sept 08) - i felt a bit sad because my best "sister", tracy (best colleague and friend that i met in KK) is going to oversea for work and study. At first, I was intended to go airport in the morning to "send" her off...but i scared...i can't control my feeling (coz im too emotional)....to see my best friend going off...so..i choose to go church in the end. Eventhough she choose to leave KK, im glad for her as well, as she can go to further her dreams no matter in what way...May God continue to bless her in whatever way...
Sister, im glad to know you and as time passed, our friendship become closer n closer eventhough sometimes we did hav some arguments...hehe..my bad..;p and we had lots of great sharing n complains together. Anyway, thanx for all ur company in KK all this while and to release my bored...and brought me to many nice places in KK, our trips to island and beaches are the best memories, u r a great tour guide in KK...well, hope i can go switzerland one day to visit u...and u become my tour guide again..haha...promise ya..;p Im coming soon...(I wish)

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