Doubt? Why am i thinking so much??

Today (monday) my off day again..
Last night (supposing this morning-midnight) i got insomnia again..was really tired and got on my bed around 2am but i just couldnt sleep..physically i am tired but my mind just couldnt stop thinking of what has happen yesterday...I prayed to God..lifted up all my burdens and problems to Him..so that i dont think too much and have a peaceful heart. I lied down on my bed..still couldnt sleep and suddenly felt that im very awake, so i continue to online, do whatever i can to make me sleepy..after 2 hrs, i managed to get into sleep eventhough juz hardly sleep, and i woke up late this morning..long long time i dint sleep till this late 12noon..

Lucky i dont need to work today coz im just feeling very tired, mayb just not enough rest and still cant let go what has happen yesterday...hmm, i keep telling myself, God will lead me out this way, so dont worry, dont worry...dont think too much and as i online chat with many friends and share with them..and again, thanx God that friends have gave me many encouragement n adviced..thank you everyone eventhough i am quite stubborn, i wont "surrender" so easily..However as i know, i need strength from God, i cant depend on my own.

I think i have got few days holidays now as wed n thurs (1st n 2nd oct) are public holidays..i should have think carefully of my next step eventhough i have make up my mind but i need to really plan of the next step..should I still need to talk peacefully with my boss?? Hopefully by tomorrow i know what can i do..i believe that God will lead me. Should I need a break?

Lately, many things happened that make me doubt and thinking a lot a lot...I might need a long break so that i can really adjust my life carefully and by praying for God's wisdom and learn to be humble as well as figure out what's really suit my life in order to live for better and meaningful life. i want to get rid of stressful life eventhough this is life experience but I am thanking God that all this "bad" experiences make me grow up a lot...