Decision..

Today..arghhh...saturday again..
Even though today i can wake up half an hour later than previous saturday because my 9.30am student has stopped so i only start to teach at 10am..thanx God i can sleep till 8.30am but extra half an hour still hard to get up...sighhhhhhhhhh

Reached my school 5-10mins before 10am and my student also reached already but she still having her breakfast in her car so i just wait for her and as i was waiting..this stupid consultant came and asked me to sit down and talked to me..he was telling me that on 25th and 26th this month there is a conference about the suzuki method (one of the method in music teaching). He said for that 2 days the school will be closed and need to postponed all the students' lesson or do replacement for them. He talked alot but i am just kind of ignoring him as i was not responsive to him (kind of ignored him..haha). Well, i am not interested at that actually and as i went back to my room and i looked at the calendar..OMG, 25th and 26th are saturday and sunday..gosh, want me to do replacement..saturday i am really packed..how am i going to replace if i really attend conference/seminar.
In the afternoon, boss also talked to me about that and i said is on saturday and sunday..how to replace those students plus next week I am on leave again..so hard i have to arrange those students' replacement ahhhhh...Boss said, is ok..the school will sent out letters for parents..i was like how u give my students those letters as next week I am not in. Well, i dont care also, let them do the job, i just informed my students that next week I am outstation so no class for next week. As for the following week, let the admin people deal with the parents. I dont want to worry about anything.
Another thing that boss asked me again today..She asked me quickly hand in to them the proposal that she asked for, but actually i dont want what's the reason i need to give them proposal and i have no idea what proposal i need to write. She said be quick and dont wait again, later 1 month, 2 months again so that can discuss about it and also at the same time talk about the increment. I was like, "hmm" i already thought of resign already what for i still want to hand in proposal to you (boss). She still dont get what i actually hint her all the while? Or she just pretend not to know.

Should i just straighaway tell her that i want to resign end of the year or how? Really hard to decide because i dont want to let her know my decision so early and still thinking of a better reasons to quit.

Once again, i only can lift up this matter to God and let Him show me the best decisiont to go for....